This blog has been a place where I talk my thoughts out loud, where I give a form to my thoughts. Started off as a blog to review movies and music and it took shape with me writing about my perspective of life. I write about things around me, about me to the things I talk with myself. I’ve opened up my thoughts here, maybe its time I speak about my inner most secrets, the things I don’t tell other people in real life. Maybe, I’ll write a post with those stuff, maybe I’ll write them in this post. Yeah, right! Like I’m telling the internet of the things I keep secret, I’m not a 12 year old on facebook!
Off late I’ve been ranting a lot in the blog. The last two months, I’ve had all the time in the world to do anything but I haven’t done anything significant, things I can be proud of. Yeah, I saw two love stories end up at happily ever after ( which is becoming more of a rarity these days, can’t blame anyone specific). This two months, the question I’ve been asking myself a lot was “What am I doing with my life?”. When I get a question and don’t know the answer, I always look at other people. Its not that I’ll find answers in them, its just that, you know, well, I don’t wanna speak about it ( to each his own ). But really, what do I wanna do with my life? Its a huge list. Am I doing it? No. Am I giving reasons to myself? Hell yes. Why? That’s what I’m looking for ( turns and watches other people and they all nod to me. You too? Awkward silence ).
I’ve taken a life changing decision to move away from Facebook. ( Why am I running out of words here? It generally doesn’t happen to me 😛 ) Oh, yeah, suddenly Facebook felt stupid and I’ve moved on. I didn’t deactivate my account, I don’t want people thinking I’m dead but I’ve decided I won’t use Facebook for anything except self promotion, just like the most people using Facebook. But then, I’d have to use Facebook often, need to find ways to blow up my simple so called achievements into huge proportions and make myself look like a great guy on Facebook and forcing my opinion on other people. Nah, I’d rather stay away from all that sharing and stupidity.
Ps. If you’d found this link from my Facebook page, well then, you know how this is.